jupiter

Jupiter's atmosphere is a dynamic and extreme environment. Great Red Spot: This iconic feature is a massive storm that has been raging for centuries. It's so large that it could swallow Earth whole. Opens in a new window Strong Winds: Jupiter has some of the fastest winds in the Solar System, reaching speeds of up to 360 miles per hour (575 kilometers per hour). I cannot imagine a weather like that, an environment like that so violent and disturbing, that reading those lines does not allow me to grasp the magnitud. I’m numb to that description. Besides, it is so far away, that the violence and destruction is not perceived. I feel in a similar way, my dad died and I’m numb. The light of my dad’s life faded away and i feel destroyed and devastated. People is really mean to me, especially women. But I’m numb. My feeling are like jupiter atmosphere, violent, destoreyed, devastasted but at the same time, far away that it is not perceptible.I’m a shadow of my self. No light remains in me.No willing to live, just the discipline of moving forward. No motivation, just that I think that dying is stupid adn coward. The whiter layers of jupiter is ascending air, while darker, descending air. I’m not ascending or descending, I’m just the same, but hollow, fallen like fall, no leafs and a cloudy day, after the rain, at night, mist and darkness in the forest, no light, no animals, just the road to nowhere. If I day there none one wil cry for me, because I have no legacy, no roots. My sisters will cry because a dry and dead tree branch fel out of the tree, but they grew their own branches wich will carry their legacy. I have not branches of my own. No bloodline. No one. I dont even have friends near me. I have 3 friends but all of them live far away. None one to have a tea to warm my cold body. So cold that I dont feel it anymore. The great red spot of jupiter is a massive storm that could swallo earth, the pain in my chest can where once I have a soul but now only despair and a shadow of my self.